xtiny confessions

I feel guilty for being raised the way I am. Everyone around me thinks I’m a bitch and ungrateful, but it’s the opposite. I am always thankful but I can’t help but feel that I would be a better person if I wasn’t brought up the way I was.

I wish I were someone else. Not to be famous, not to be richer, not to be prettier, but to be a better person. I’m one of the horrendous person I know and I hate myself for that.

Sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball and just sit there. There’s no reason for me to feel this way, but I do anyway.